walking these states,
only time will tell how long I can wait

Monday, April 21, 2008 @ 10:53 PM
You know, there's something ironic about this defunct class. Maybe it only applies to me, I dunno. I found that in Sec 2 I didn't talk much to Junru or Felicia at all, I think because they were on xunhui's side then and it seemed I was always in the wrong back then. I only had a few friends back then too. Now though, I talk to them more, I can't be arsed about what xunhui thinks about me (I don't care if you read this either), and we're more united than ever. If this is truly the case I think I'd never want to go back to Sec 2. I can't, anyway. If I could, I think I'd act a bit more mature than I did back then...expletive knows I was horrible and I deserved to be hated on even if it appeared that no one did.

Yeah. I'm reflecting here instead of on my actual blog since this needs some life (although maybe my own blog needs some CPR too, I'll get on it later). And it's something to ponder on for the rest of you: would you want to live like you did in Sec 2? Surely all of us wants to, somewhere deep down, or this blog wouldn't exist.

Well. 2006 was fun while it lasted. It's now 2008. We have a f00king major exam to sit for. We may not be in the same class. Some of us may not even graduate this year *coughBoonChuncough*. But we can still, um, appreciate what we had. And have fun together. And celebrate birthdays. And shit like that. Let's actually have our outing, okay? ALL OF US?

Jonathan.